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June 11 2015

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I fell in love with him. But I don’t just stay with him by default as if there’s no one else available to me. I stay with him because I choose to, every day that I wake up, every day that we fight or lie to each other or disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.
— Veronica Roth
(via idealixtic)
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yekith:

Pretty sure I reblogged this before, but it just cracks me up so much.

I can hear Thor’s voice

08:30

0/10

Sucky sucky sucky couple of weeks.  My cat died.  My shoulder and neck pain was apparently more than just a “muscle spasm” since my doc sent me to an ortho specialist to be seen asap.  (and it’s still been quite painful, thanks)  Ortho says I have arthritis from the xray report and wants an MRI.  Ok, no big deal, I’ve had one before, I can do this.  Only, not.  I get in the machine and have a total melt down, crying, can’t breathe panic attack.  *sigh*  Twenty minutes later I finally stop crying enough that I can go back to my desk and thank all the gods and goddesses I have Ativan in my purse.  I would have had to go home otherwise.  I took a whole one, which I don’t think I’ve done before, even when I was caring for mom while she died.  

I finally get calmed down enough to contemplate going back because I just don’t think I can handle going through this on another day and ask a coworker to go with me.  Not the one I’d like to take with me, but I really think (as much as I’d love to take that one), probably a really bad idea.  Double sigh.  So I pop another half an Ativan because at this point I’d rather have to be wheeled out of there drooling in a wheelchair than go through another panic attack-and I’m taking a nurse with me anyway.  Between the Ativan, a makeshift blindfold, music instead of earplugs, and my friend touching my leg every couple of minutes I got through it ok.  But damn.  

That first time, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, I tried closing my eyes, I tried opening them, I tried visualizations, I tried scolding myself (you are an adult and you can do this just relax kind of thing), I tried controlling my breathing.  At the end of the first or maybe second picture series when the tech asked if I was doing ok I said “I’m kinda not” and by the time she pulled me out I was doing the full out ugly sobbing.  I finally catch my breath enough to ask how much longer it was going to be and when she said another 20 minutes or more I was like oh hell no.  We gotta get some drugs and try again lol.  I didn’t actually say it quite that way but, yeah.  I’m thinking any future MRIs are either going to be heavily drugged or preferrably at one of the open MRI machines.  Or maybe we just won’t need any more, that’s even better.

Then today I picked up my baby’s ashes.  Now I have to find a suitable urn for my Molly cat.  Can this month be over yet?

08:08
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theprogramisupgraded:

dennys:

sprawlerr:

why does dennys have a tumblr

why do you

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07:23

carefreeblackho:

I WISH THERE WAS REPRESENTATION FOR PLUS SIZE WOMEN THAT DONT HAVE FLAT STOMACHS

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hisbabygirltoy:

hardhatpartycat:

phoenixwrites:

sizvideos:

Cat Protects Little Boy From the Hot Stove

Video

LITTLE HUMAN.  MOVE AWAY.  THIS IS NOT FOR TOUCHING.

“my child is touching a hot stove. I’ll let the cat handle it while I film”

Nanny cat

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birdyally:

fitstrudel:

memeguy-com:

Did someone violate my cranberries

If I could just get nutrients fucked into me that would make life way easier.

gettin that Vitamin D kno what im sayin

07:14

doctorbrycebanner:

At first I wondered how the heck Ultron turned out so sassy

and then I remembered that these two dorks created him:

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AKA this guy:

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And this guy:

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yeah it’s not really a surprise that their homicidal robotic lovechild was a literal sass machine.

07:13
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lolneincom:

CD vs Floppy Disk

07:13

autocorrect has not yet figured out how often i swear and how rarely i talk about ducks

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sitoutside:

Hobbit’s Bridge by Kilian Schönberger

07:12
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theblueboxiscoming:

im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

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spiderman dances to the beat

no matter what song
ive been testing it and lauing my ass off for an hour

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passionatelyawesome:

1128nesecret:

cyclonemetal:

“well, it seems we are at an impasse.”

“so we are. carry on, cat”

“same to you, bird.”

They literally were in an awkward situation

I love how the bird leaves like “well, I best be hitting the dusty trail”

Reposted byDivius Divius
04:50

Looking for a good TV show?

where-no-fandom-has-gone-before:

mckirkette:

Watch “Fringe”.

Here’s why:

- It’s finished. No waiting on episodes, they’re all there.
- It’s wrapped up after 5 seasons in a way that makes sense; it wasn’t cancelled.
- It’s science-fiction. Packed with mystery, unexplained…

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oahkenshit:

THIS IS THE WEB CONTENT I AM LOOKING FOR

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